Perlu D&C

Spotting saya masih belum stop walaupun sudah hampir 3 minggu. Eventho I was just spotting, it came out with clots and minor cramping pains. Met my doctor today, was being told masih ada yolk sac itu dan saya telah disuggest untuk buat D&C. I have thought so.

Tunggu je la esok. Nanti saya update lagi ok.

I am still grieveing for the -ve result where I again failed this IVF attempt, lepas tu pula saya diberitahu pula pasal keperluan D&C ni, and the worst part of it all was I went through it on my own without my husband by my side (outstation).

Semalam saya mimpi anak saya panggil saya. "Mama, mama jangan sedih." sayup2 kedengaran suara tapi wajah tak jelas.

Lyla, mama rindu anak mama. Always. I love you. We will meet one day, I promise.