12 days past transfer

Semalam saya buat UPT di rumah. Hari yg ke 11 lepas transfer. Got 2 lines dan tiba2 saya gabra dan gosok mata. Macam tak percaya dan rasa nak nangis pun ada. Terus call klinik and nurse suruh datang buat blood test hari ni.

So now, I just got my blood test result and alhamdulillah got a good news today and have jumped over here :D (tapi tak boleh, lompat dalam hati je)

At 12dp5dt my beta hcg number is 860. My doctor said that I have a really high solid number so I wouldn't need to do 2nd beta. Whatever la doctor saya tak tau nak cakap apa melainkan syukur sangat. (Last IVF cycle diwaktu ini beta hcg saya hanyalah 40!)

Saya bersyukur sangat2 akhirnya doa saya dimakbulkanNya. Sekarang saya kena jaga diri elok2, bedrest setakat mampu sampai next appointment 5 February.

Masih panjang lagi journey ini tapi saya tetap doakan semuanya berjalan lancar.

:(

Belum rezeki saya lagi. Just came back from clinic and doctor confirmed that no hearbeat found and the sac does not grow much.

I can't explain how I actually feel. Tolong jngan ada orang tanya "r u ok?", memang saya rasa nak sepak terajang je orang tu. This few week adalah seperti hari2 yang penuh emosi roller coaster. Sekejap di diatas sekejap dibawah. Siap ada symptom2. Seperti dipermainkan perasaan ini. Astagfirullah.

Of course I am sad because is something that no one can understand if that person doesn't past per the same problem. But I know that I have people who are there to support me. Thank you all.

My husband currently works outstation, my parents are now in UK . I'm alone and I don't know I just think it's ok. I guess I just need to give myself plenty of time and space.

6 weeks 2 days

Baru balik dari clinic. Doctor said I'm at 6 weeks 2 days. Biar saya start dengan good news dulu.

Did an ultrasound and doctor said there was a yolk sac and a sign of a baby present there. Dan bukan ectopic pregnancy for sure.

Yang agak menakutnya, doctor was a bit worried coz I'm still spotting. And still belum dapat detect heartbeat and the sac size is a bit smaller than it should be. My sac size is 9mm dimana sepatutnya sizenya 15mm. The doctor kata 2 possiblities:

1. sebab beta hcg saya memang start rendah (20, 40, 100, 253), so the development a bit lambat.
2. the embryo ada cromosom problem and later on will misscarriage

Yeah mine looks small and doctor kata just wait and see if it progresses or if I will have an early misscarriage. I think it's pretty standard for doctors to warn that it is possible in the early stages when dates aren't measuring up. Apa2 pun saya harapa sangat ianya kerana yang no. 1.

Will be going back on the 30th July so I'm hoping to see something more. So saya kena ambil injection proluton depot 2-3 hari sekali sampai next appointment and teruskan ambil ubat2 lain.

Follow up tomorrow!

Sorry lama tak update. My beta hcg on 22 dpo (day past OPU) was 253. Masa 19 dpo the number was 100. Biarpun my hcg beta mula dengan angka yang rendah, saya sentiasa berharap ianya adalah kerana late implantation. My number is rising, remember?I always thought the numbers should double every 24/48 hours, but I found online said 72 is average. So kira ok la tu my number?

So sekarang no more heavy bleeding. It stop on 21 dpo but still I sometimes I had a little bit of spotting lepas masuk kan utrogestan. Saya agak ia tak begitu bahaya, sebab dah melalui lagi teruk darinya untuk IVF kali ni.

I'm going to clinic tomorrow. I am not sure if they are doing just bloodwork or an ultrasound too, but I hope I will see some sign tomorrrow. I am just hoping if the do bloodwork the levels will rise good.Jika ultrasound, kalau preganant dah boleh nampak katung.

Saya tak boleh tidur, saya sangat gelisah. Wish me luck people.

Beta HCG 19DPO

At 16 DPO (day after OPU) , my HCG was 42.6. I still had bleeding and cramping going on but the cramping was on and off.

Today, at 19 DPO my HCG was 100 and cramping was pretty much gone tapi still have the reddish spotting. My doctor and nurse adalah seperti berharap hopeful based on the increase (nearly doubling every 48-72 hours), but saya adalah tidak begitu berharap since the numbers are a low. Since I read a lot, saya risau akan ectopic pregnancy. Nauzubillah.

My nurse said doctor would not recommend terminating the pregnancy at this time because there is still a chance it will be normal. Mana tau ada rezeki, IF my beta HCG meningkat ke 1,000 or more dalam masa seminggu ni (macam susah je kan?), something should show up on an ultrasound and I might be able to finally find out what's going on!

Doakan yang terbaik ye?

Beta HCG

I just got the blood test result and I am 14dpo (day post ovulation/opu) and it was only 20. The nurse says it is early and it could be that I have just implanted so we will test again in a 2 days time.

But 20 still mean BFP (positive, 5-200) but considered very low as they are expecting 50-150! Ni yang saya dapat dari google.

• At 14 DPO, the average HCG level is 48 mIU/ml, with a typical range of 17-119 mIU/ml.


• At 15 DPO, the average HCG level is 59 mIU/ml, with a typical range of 17-147 mIU/ml.


• At 16 DPO, the average HCG level is 95 mIU/ml, with a typical range of 33-223 mIU/ml.


• At 17 DPO, the average HCG level is 132 mIU/ml, with a typical range of 17-429 mIU/ml


• At 18 DPO, the average HCG level is 292 mIU/ml, with a typical range of 70-758 mIU/ml.


• At 19 DPO, the average HCG level is 303 mIU/ml, with a typical range of 111-514 mIU/ml.


• At 20 DPO, the average HCG level is 522 mIU/ml, with a typical range of 135-1690 mIU/ml.


• At 21 DPO, the average HCG level is 1061 mIU/ml, with a typical range of 324-4130 mIU/ml.


• At 22 DPO, the average HCG level is 1287 mIU/ml, with a typical range of 185-3279 mIU/ml.

I know it is easier said than done but WILL try not to read too much into the number. The fact is I got a positive test result so just enjoy knowing I'm pregnant and saya berdoa sangat2 that my numbers will continue to double every 48-72 hours.

Btw I'm still bleeding. Went to see doctor yesterday and day before. Dia kata womb lining (i think so) was thick, 9mm. So the bleeding part is still unexplainable and just wait for the beta hcg result.