Hi

Hi :)

It's been a while since I've blogged! Dah 3 bulan bersawang blog ni kan. Just a quick update:

1. Did my D&C @ PMC on 9 September. Waited for a month (or more?) tapi still tak keluar so D&C la jawapannya.

2. Had a prolonged (not that heavy) bleeding after the D&C. I thought the point of a D&C was to get everything left out of my uterus, so I kinda worried takut ada benda tertinggal. Pergi check and my doctor said it's clear and normal. Sounded like everyone's "normal" is different eh?

3. Finally got my 1st period on 7th Oct. And got my 2nd period on 9th September. Hopefully will get my normal cycle back :)

4. My doctor said I can start my my egg/embryo transfer at the next cycle (which is this cycle). Saya rasa saya nak tangguh dulu, bagi mentally and physically prepared dulu. Tapi takut postponed lama2 quality embryo makin menurun pulak kan?

Tu saje nak update :) Saya noticed blog saya masih dilawati (walaupun tak ramai tapi still ada yg menjenguk kan?) walaupun tak berupdate.

Thank you for visiting, sesekali tinggal la komen ye? =)

Perlu D&C

Spotting saya masih belum stop walaupun sudah hampir 3 minggu. Eventho I was just spotting, it came out with clots and minor cramping pains. Met my doctor today, was being told masih ada yolk sac itu dan saya telah disuggest untuk buat D&C. I have thought so.

Tunggu je la esok. Nanti saya update lagi ok.

I am still grieveing for the -ve result where I again failed this IVF attempt, lepas tu pula saya diberitahu pula pasal keperluan D&C ni, and the worst part of it all was I went through it on my own without my husband by my side (outstation).

Semalam saya mimpi anak saya panggil saya. "Mama, mama jangan sedih." sayup2 kedengaran suara tapi wajah tak jelas.

Lyla, mama rindu anak mama. Always. I love you. We will meet one day, I promise.

To wait for natural misscarriage

Had appointment with my doctor today. Since hubby is away, I went there with my mum. Mum kept telling me to accept whatever the result is and next step to be taken; means whether to proceed with D&C, take medicine to miscarry or etc. And guess what he advised?

• ".... unless your pregnancy past ten-eleven weeks, it is VERY unlikely that you would need a D&C.
• Just wait 2-3 weeks and it will come out naturally, unless maybe saya tak bleed sampai habis and still ada saki baki baru terpaksa buat D&C.
• Taking medicine does not help to expedite miscarrying.
• Many women choose to D&C, and that is their choice to end things quickly and move on, but they are usually not neccessary.".

Phew. Lega tak payah D&C (at least for now). I cant imagine going for another procedure dalam masa terdekat ni. I'm kinda sick of all this.

The doctor cakap if let say I miscarry during puasa, I can puasa sebab it's not period. He's non-malay btw. Terror dia. To double check, pergi sini.

Waiting for natural misscarriage

The doc said I should wait up to 1-2 more weeks from the day I met him to see if my body does a natural miscarriage before attempting a D&C. Sampai sekarang saya masih belum bleeding and I still have the pregnancy symptom. Mungkin kerana hormon masih belm turun sepenuhnya.

The reason I dont want to do a D&C right away is I'm scared I might get uterine tissue scarring (which I read a lot about online) so I'd rather see if it can come out naturally first. Takpe la tunggu khamis ni and maybe I will proceed to d&c.

For my #1 IVF, lepas doctor advise to stop taking all medicine, I had natural miscarriage after 3 days @ 6 weeks, and started with light spotting, that progressed to light bleeding, then heavy bleeding & clots & cramps, (tak sakit sangat or maybe dah terlampau biasa sakit ;)), had scan @ hospital to confirm loss & that everything had passed.